Feeling funny lately...Always fell like the whole world owes me or that my life is gonna end real soon...homones are the prime suspect that i'm feeling this way. Juz ended a phone call with hubby, and I was told that he wun be calling me as often cuz he'll be outfield. I'm beginning to feel that i'm being deserted, very lonely. But almost instantly when i feel that way, my dear boy would give me a kick. It is as if he's telling me that "Hey mom, you still hv me with you!" Hahaha..i know... i imagine too much.
I'm juz bored at home. It really feels weird that everyone else is busy and yet i'm at home plucking the shells of beansprouts juz to make a bolster for my boy... okies..the truth is that my mom does all the job...I only need to take them out to sun-dry...Being a mother-to-be now really makes me think alot about the greatness of being a mother... It is nw that i understand, no matter hw old we are, our mothers will be there to help and guide us. Unconditionally.
To all who are reading this entry, if you are hving a cold war with your mom or feels that ur mom dun understand you, juz think about all the love and concern that they shower upon u even before you were born, you see that actually they dun owe us anything but in fact we owe them our lifes...I feel that I've always taken my mom for granted, thinking that she'll forgive me no matter wat wrong i did... But there WILL be the time that she will leave me even before she can forgive me...so, thinking of that makes me wanna treat her better...even more so with her medical conditions.
Think i'm getting emotional again so going back to the light side... here's a little quiz for you all...abit to know more abot me...
WHAT DOES YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH MEANS?
Your Birthdate: June 21
You're a restless rebel with an unpredictable nature.Bright but unbridled, you tend to seek out wild experiences over new ideas.People are frustrated by your great potential, but you love your unconventional life.You're a heartbreaker. People get attached to you, and then you're gone.
Your strength: Your thirst for adventure
Your weakness: Not taking time for slow pleasures
Your power color: Hot pink
Your power symbol: Figure eight
Your power month: March
Taken from Blogthings
Monday, December 12, 2005
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