Weird Dream~

By looking at the title, some may think it's some horny/kinky things i'm gonna mention again...BUT U ARE WRONG!!

It's a dream of Colin, Biyi n ME in Malaysia(WEIRD NO. 1)...considering the fact that it is quiet impossible cuz Biyi n Colin dun really like to go JB...but then there in my dream, we were shopping for my fave past time, Comics....

Hw it started i cannot remember, only tat we were abit tired n we decided to stay the nite instead of going thru the causeway. We went into this motel to bk the rms den there was this guy leading us up this old, metal spiral staircase tat's very narrow...i remembered in my dreams, i was wearing a skirt so i was trying to prevent anyone walking underneath the stairs to see anything they ain't suppose to see (WEIRD NO.2)...i dun wear skirts when i go Malaysia.
Upon reach the nxt level, we saw alot of ppl there...like wat u see in a shopping mall, i saw a comic shop...n of cuz i juz browse it anyway...then wat happened nxt i dun quite remember cuz it's all blur nw...only tat someone broke something in the shop n to avoid trouble, Colin was dragging me away n i dunno where Biyi was...den i gt worried, wat if something happened to her...den i'm in serious trouble...den i woke up...i can't help but think, wat am i to do if the same thing were to happen in the Taiwan trip? damn frightening leh...

But like wat Biyi said, Taiwan trip nt Confirmed yet cuz she hvn't ask her dad(hope really can go lah) n though i managed to find 1 guy to go along(my fren whom i knew for 5 yrs yet nv seen him in person b4) but he can't be sure if he can get time off frm wrk then...likewise goes for me...i'm nt even sure if i can save in time n can apply leave anot...

with so many things nt confirmed, i had better nt think so much...but still i'll save up cuz i may ended up going elsewhere instead...

Recap

dear all,
i know i hvn't been updating lately, but really there isn't really much to write except the fact that my fren always "fly my aeroplane"...supposed to go swim at his hse(condo) on mon, everything planned liao, den last min cancelled...wat the reason, i dun wanna say...in the end i had to go hm slp. that nite, my fren apologise thru MSN, telling me tat if he wrking early tml, den we can go swimming again...i'm nt as hopeful as mon, cuz i gt a feeling tat i'm still unable to swim on tues.

And true enuf, although he managed to get home early, he found his bro at home slping...so i din go again....okies...u guys muz be thinking wat's so big about his bro in the hse? i dun wan any misunderstanding for both sides...he has a gf n i have my bf, but for me to go a guy's hse n swim is nt something nice lah...but i dun care...as long as i get to swim, n dun hv to pay for it den ok liao loh...

den come yesterday...was wrking in office, though this morning abit diff cuz there's alot of wrk for me. but i'm really nt in the mood to wrk today...den my fren was on MSN and i realised that it's his off day. he was complaining tat he bored n so was i. so i decided to go meet him after wrk...but the sun is bloody hot man...so hot tat it hurts...i mean it's diff when u in water rite, but yesterday even in water i can still feel the heat...*KNS.
went back hm, i was so tired...i din even bother to on my PC n juz lay in bed nuahing...reading Naruto abits but still succumb(dunno if spell correct) to my slp...hopefully tonite nt so tired lah...but i still wan tat slp...

*it seems like i've been using alot of abbreviation so here are the explaination for those who dunno wat they mean:

KNS = kenna sai = like shit
WTF = wat the fuck
OMG = oh my goodness (nt oh my God, cuz bible says "do nt use they lord's name in vain)

DNV BBQ

Okies...i know, i'm suppose to update on wat happened on Fri nite...nt tat i dun wan to lah but simply dun hv the time...nw (26/04/05,8am) since i nth to do, i might as well write something about tat nite...

i took a ride in my brazillian collegue's car...she need me to guide her abit...reach there ard 7pm, din find anyone near the lobby...we were kind of worried cuz dunno where are the others... but 1 guy frm DNV came and showed us the way telling us that the rest were in the courtyard...

Once in the courtyard, the setting, ambience was nice...abit warm though...nt tat i'm complaining lah...i mean, since most of the time i'm feeling cold, n when i can feel warm, juz think of wat the others are feeling...anyway, they have a buffet there set up, the variety nt many but the food taste nice, besides there's a chef on standby grilling some seafood...wat took my interest was the mini bar counter at the back of the court...was browsing at the variety of wine/liquer they hv but found tat its really limited...

Since i dun wanna drink on an empty stomache, i grabbed some food and of cuz a gls of red wine...while i was eating, i was oso slowly drinking n enjoying the wine...nt a bad wine...nt tat i noe hw to appriciate it lah...but it taste good when compared to the others tat i've drank...den my fren Happy (dun be surprised, tat's his real name), came n challenge me to drink...but i get to choose the drink...as i like to take up challenge, i took on something i've nv tried b4...Vodka neat...that bartender poured about 1/3 of the rock glass. since i accept the challenge liao i cannot back out n i dun wanna back out, i slowly dwn the whole thing...juz when i was thinking the drink was smooth, within sec, the alcohol went straight to my head... whoa....the place like spinning...

To cut long story short...after the vodka, i had another mixed drink...but din manage to finish it cuz i reached my limit liao...so i sat ard n hv chats wif my boss...the "party" ended ard 9.45pm, a collegue offered to send me hm...so y nt... during the ride hm, i can already feel my stomach churning...so as soon as i reach my hse, i became a merlion when i reach the nearest drain...P/S: Refer to pic of "merlion" n picture me going d same.

but after all that, i managed to have a good rest...even woke up earlier than my alarm clock...can say i thoroughly enjoyed myself tat nite.

*Group photo of tat nite! my boss, behind me on the right, was pulling my hair...

**pic not available cuz PC gone.

Feeling Weird!~

Not sure if i'm suppose to really post this online and who might be reading it so i decided to juz write it anyway..since i'm only being myself...wat eva...even if u laugh at me, frankly speaking: you think i care? (my fave 4-wrd phrase).

I was at wrk today n i was feeling kinky since i stepped into the office...at least i was distracted frm it when i was trying to clear my desk of all the wrk. but as soon as noon sets in, ppl are connected online. i was chatting wif frens n suddenly the conversation changed to topics tat were very sensual(dun wanna discuss it here though). It made me very horny...yupz... i know i'm a woman n shd be lady-like...i shdn't be saying things lk tat...but for those who knows me...since when was i eva lady-like?

so wif this feeling the whole day, it's really hard to concentrate on my job...rite nw, its 6pm n by rite, i'm suppose to be hm already...this is my second OT this wk...but no one really cares...i'm juz doing my wrk...

I'm nt meeting Colin today...he's meeting he's buddies...but come to think of it, if i really meet him, he's either gonna help make the feeling gone if not make it worst. think it's better this way huh?

nw waiting for my collegues to go attend the BBQ together cuz i hitching a ride from them...but i may have a prob when going hm...but i'll find my way bah...as long as i can get to the bus stop tat is...i still hv ppl(my frens) tat dun believe tat i hv very bad navigation at nite...but that's the TRUTH...it took me more than a wk to remember my way hm when i first moved hse...
okies...gtg nw...they are ready...ciao~

yet another day has pass

nt sure if i hv written anything for yesterday, but i can't be bothered now...writing this weblog is juz like report to someone(nt anyone in particular) about wat i'm doing daily...so, being the "i-dun-gv-a-damn" person tat i am...i dun stick to rules n discipline unless it's necessary. but maybe i'll mention it abit...yesterday wasn't a gd day for me cuz it was full of accident...

acct1: woke up n find out that i pulled my calf muscle "while i was slping"
acct2: while trying to sit on my office chair i knocked my knee into a drawer
acct3: was doing hse-keeping in the office, kenna scratched by the corner of metal cabinet(blue-black too)*Pic was the mess tat was supposed to be cleared..
acct4: boss in meeting, came out n asked me to p/c materials for him, after doing so i tried to close the door quietly but my fingers got caught btw the door instead.

kind of bored these few days...chats on the net wif my frens didn't really interest me anymore...nt tat i'm tired of them but juz simply dun hv anymore energy...felt like i'm completely drained out...been wanting to take a short break frm the mandane job that i have...hvn't been feeling well these days too.. wif the flu n stuff..haiz... so to help myself recharge better, i went to see the coy doc who gv me new medication(seems like my body is immuned to the norm "yellow tablet"), but din get to rest much cuz i hv to attend a funeral...dun like to go these "events" but the auntie involved take good care of me when i was younger...out of respect, i went but din wan to see her being cremate...so, i drag my mom away to "visit" my grandparents, great-grandma n uncle instead...

after which i came hm (abt 2.30 bah), fall straight into bed n KO till 8pm...nw it's 9.47pm n i think i'm gonna go back to slp...since Colin already called me then i dun hv to wait up for him too...nite~

Temper under control~

Wrking in my current office is like wrking for Taiwan Govt...so much politics n so much backstabbing. Nw as a victim caught in-btw crossfire, i felt tat i'm no longer able to control liao...I believe sooner than later i'll juz blow up n den leave...they dun need me here at all...since they can do it on their own wat for shd i bother...

it's nt as if they are paying me alot...who they think they are...only secretary and someone same status as me...they are nt even the ones tat are paying me in the first place...can't be bothered wif them, yes, u might be saying "den wat for leave the job bcuz of them?" i leave nt bcuz of them but its due to tat i'm unhappy here...i rather wrk wif other ppl den them...i dun need ppl like dem ard me to make my life miserable...i can find ways to be happy...

Taiwan trip, looking forward to go but...gt a feeling tat there will be changes...nt tat i'm nt saving up but true to wat many ppl told me, i do feel tat it's really a big risk there...nt tat i'm worried for myself but i'm worried for Biyi. if there are no other guys coming along, most probably it's gonna be only the 2 of us...wat if something happen? i cant take the resposibility if anything were to happen to her...yup, she might hv more travelling experiance than me but i believe tat i'm more streetwise...TO BIYI: if really only 2 of us going, i maybe nt going liao. cuz if anything were to happen to both of us, i think my parents may get into trouble bcuz of me...dun wan tt to happen. my only hope for tat trip: more ppl esp guys (des n antho, i toking about u 2) can join in...

Colin: sorry nt able to chat wif u on the phone recently cuz (u passed the germs to me) i'm sick, n i'm reeally tired from wrk (refer to paragraph 1). i hope u dun feel tat i'm neglecting u oki...
tat's all for today~actually it's for yesterday! =...(

20/04/05 1.15pm

Dolphin Bay..good~

hmmm...recently i caught on the dolphin tail...watched it on tv n find it nice..tat guy, Ambrose Xu, though he looked like a sissy, still he looks hunky...dun really like Angela Zhang but i can't deny tat she is a gd actress. But wat actually caught my attention is the 2 kids...Since i'm such a tv addict, of cuz i can't wait till nxt wed for d show...so i download it frm internet...lucky i did and i was enjoying it...but the side effect of this show is puffy eyes...i cried too much...

it's a typical taiwanese drama about these 2 kids n a promise made when they were only 6yrs old...dun wanna elaborate much here...since i've already d/l the movie...if anyone is interested, u can look for me cuz i burn it into CD liao...i nt violating the law on purpose but i want to watch these drama nxt time but my PC simply dun hv enuf memory...though i juz changed it recently...but i'm still hoping to get one with a super big HD space...currently mine is 40GB...if gt 200GB wah..shiok shiok...juz thinking about all the anime i can keep man...

anyway nth much to say about my wrk today... only tat i went to wrk wif a migrain yet can't get to see the ****ing coy doc cuz he's last patient is @8.15am n i was there @9am. so i was only given painkiller...lucky for them it really wrks... hmm come to think of it..the medicine prescribed by them really very effective... last time gt very bad running nose, den after takin their medicine, the "tap" stopped running...

I hv been thinking of quitting my current job but i ned to save up for taiwan trip n have to help pay for hse morgage, so can't really quit besides i've nv eva written a resignation letter, so dunno hw n wat to write...come to think of it, its funny tat schools only teach u hw to find job, write resume...but they nv teach u to write nasty letters except for complain letters...
okies...enuf of my complaining liao...time for me to go slp..if nt tnl migrain again...(wonder hw many of u out there are reading my blog,if no one is reading den wat's the pt in keeping one?)nitez!

Time Well Spent

okies... seems like i'll only remember to write my blog if i'm really sitting in front of my PC wrking... cuz i forgot to write it yesterday... think it's a bz day yesterday bah...morning went to wrk, nth much really happened tat but tension was really tensed...so nth to tok about...
Called Colin after wrk to find out if he was gonna meet me after his jog(wif his platoon)....he decided tat he wanted to go hm change first...dunno y the fuss...he was running @West Coast Park eh...y go all the way back to Serangoon? but anyway i tot i could take that time to slp abit but i ended up chatting with Derrick online...long time nv chat wif him liao mah...since he was despatched to Indonesia...so wanna find out his "experiance" wif the earthquake or sumthing...who noes we ended up chatting crap.. -_-II

Colin called me halfway wanting to meet me so we decided to go Jurong Point cuz i need to pass my sis some comics n he needs to buy his stuff too...w/o my slp, i was practically like a zombie...felt so bad about it...when we got there, i was so hungry...wanted to eat something ex but then chose to eat duck rice instead...need to save $$...but anyway i wasn't the one paying(dear, i noe u are reading this....hehehe). Den my sis, decided nt to meet me cuz it was raining...but bcuz of tat i'm oso stuck in JP...WTF...haiz...no choice, w/o my jacket, we can't watch movie...nth to do so we decide to go hm loh...cuz there's shelter at my place n i hate being in aircon places when it's raining.

Wat can i do at hm in a cold weather? of cuz go SLP lah....so shiok...who wun wanna laze on the bed...Colin din stay long as he got things to do so i let him go(anyway, u were taking up so much of the bed too...heehee). so yesterday was relatively boring but i enjoyed my time wif Colin...(i'm nt angry wif u & i'm nt upset tat u din stay over)

Sun 17/04/2005 : my mom woke me up to tell me tat my father's godsister passed away...nt a gd note to start wif but i wasn't really affected by it...she treats me nice...din wanna go to her wake as i'm really upset by the high attandance rate of me attending funerals...quite a huge impact on me...anyway i already promise my frens tat i'll be attending church so i had to be there...so after the washing up, i was delaying my time abit tat i had to catch a cab to church...(waste $$)...Ruth was who i'm suppose to meet but she was late...ended up sitting wif Alvin...nth wrong wif tat...den amelia came, okies..getting abit rowdy...den Ruth came...n we spotted someone holding FMSS's yr bk...ok, tat does it... 3 ex fairsians + 1 yr bk = plenty of gossips, i changed my sit wif Alvin so tat 3 of us can read the bk...toking abit loud during sermon...hehehe...

aftr service, of cuz hv lunch lah...but amelia n alvin had something on so it's only me n ruth...went to eat chee chong fan n hv ice coco...it's simply heavenly....(okies, i know i'm fat liao lah)....

called up Colin to see if he'll be coming to my hse later cuz he always book in frm my hse(nearer to kranji den from Serangoon)...he was at Koven, since i'm hear the NEL, i might as well go find him...meet him Boon Keng, den we decided to go Funan, to check out webcam n printer...decided which model i wanted to buy but nw dun hv the $ to buy, so we proceed to go hm...qns in mind tat time was, wat to eat? no fast food, n no $$, the only thing i can think of is hm cooked food...so went to sheng siong to buy ingredients n i did the cooking of cuz...(dunno hw long muz i wait to taste ur cooking...). bought watercrest ro cook soup, some siew mai n har gau to steam and some chicken stips to fry..tat settles the dinner... no time to think of elaborate dinner...scared by the time i finish cooking, Colin ned to bk in liao...but the soup still taste good...think i've really inherit my grandma's cooking skills for the soup...hehehe...

think all of u ppl reading this is getting sian liao n i oso find the rest of the nite sianz too so i decided to skip it...so here this is the summery of the past 2 days...nt exciting but i'd feel tat it's time well spent...cuz u're there for me...nitez~

18/04/05 1:00am

A happening day~

tot i wun be writing any other things today... but who wld hv known tat...so much had happened within such a short period of time...

1) after writing the first blog: the project secretary(my immediate superior) dropped a bomb on us...she juz said tat she was quitting...as she was offered something better...hmmm...juz as i was thinking of quitting the job...WTF...seems like everytime when i get a new job, the person who hires me will leave. it was the same wif my previous job at Clarins...is it conincidental or i'm juz jinxed?

2) after lunch while chatting wif Biyi: suddenly the project manager(local big boss) wanted to look for some files... dunno y we couldn't find tat particular 3" arch file...he was juz saying tat wat if one day all the PC wasn't working, hw are we able to retrieve the doc w/o knowing where they are...den suddenly there was a blackout in the office... as if God was helping him to state a point...

3)45min - 1hr after blackout: the light came back, n it's still 30mins more b4 i KO frm wrk(darn it). the manager still accusing the secretary of "lying" (though i tot he was joking...seems like he over did it) about the file's existance. wif the light on, we found the file n he said it took us 2 hrs(which is NOT true) to find it...the secretary was pissed off, so was the other admin asst....they simply walked out of the office...first time i've seen this in an office... boy, temperature in the office was HOT...if u know wat i meant...

So case close, i'm safely back at home, waiting for Colin to come pick up his comics...den hoping tat tml wun be so bad...

Yet another weblog.....

Once again I'm trying to write a "Diary"...hope it really wrks...think this will be the place where i'll show all my pleasures n displeasure...if names are eva mentioned in a bad way, pls do nt take it to heart...it is only me complaining...if it was meant to be permanant damage, I wun do it here but tok to u personally...but of cuz, if there's still hope tat we can be friends, i'll gladly sit dwn n tok it thru wif u...

To all my frens who dun really know me well, i guess i can say this will be the best place to "listen" to my latest gossip...but if u wanna be part of the gossip, u can always contact me...n most probably, u'll find ur name appearing here d nxt day.

To Des, Eliza n Jaime:
Think ur name will appear here most of the time (of cuz besides Colin lah), so if u dun wanna let ppl know wats going on btw our group, let me know beforehand wor...

Last of all, to Dear:
if u wanna know whether i'm really angry or not, u can always come n read my blog...cuz i wun tel u straight if i angry or not, cuz i dun wan u to be upset too...it's oki if one of us is upset at one time but not both at one time...it'll only make the prob bigger...n since nw u in army, u can only check ur mails once a wk so i think its safer this way...hehehe...

So this will be it for my first entry here...Happy reading~