Wrking in my current office is like wrking for Taiwan Govt...so much politics n so much backstabbing. Nw as a victim caught in-btw crossfire, i felt tat i'm no longer able to control liao...I believe sooner than later i'll juz blow up n den leave...they dun need me here at all...since they can do it on their own wat for shd i bother...
it's nt as if they are paying me alot...who they think they are...only secretary and someone same status as me...they are nt even the ones tat are paying me in the first place...can't be bothered wif them, yes, u might be saying "den wat for leave the job bcuz of them?" i leave nt bcuz of them but its due to tat i'm unhappy here...i rather wrk wif other ppl den them...i dun need ppl like dem ard me to make my life miserable...i can find ways to be happy...
Taiwan trip, looking forward to go but...gt a feeling tat there will be changes...nt tat i'm nt saving up but true to wat many ppl told me, i do feel tat it's really a big risk there...nt tat i'm worried for myself but i'm worried for Biyi. if there are no other guys coming along, most probably it's gonna be only the 2 of us...wat if something happen? i cant take the resposibility if anything were to happen to her...yup, she might hv more travelling experiance than me but i believe tat i'm more streetwise...TO BIYI: if really only 2 of us going, i maybe nt going liao. cuz if anything were to happen to both of us, i think my parents may get into trouble bcuz of me...dun wan tt to happen. my only hope for tat trip: more ppl esp guys (des n antho, i toking about u 2) can join in...
Colin: sorry nt able to chat wif u on the phone recently cuz (u passed the germs to me) i'm sick, n i'm reeally tired from wrk (refer to paragraph 1). i hope u dun feel tat i'm neglecting u oki...
tat's all for today~actually it's for yesterday! =...(
20/04/05 1.15pm
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