Things are getting better

One must really look on the bright side... that's wat i realise only recently. It not only help clear my doubts and it cures me of my depression. Now I'm really much better. All thanks to my friends for their words of encouragement and the support. Though I'm still hving problems sleeping at nite, I try to make tat up by slping in the afternoon too...so if u call or msg me and i din reply, most probably I'm KOed in bed.

As i'm writing this entry, I'm only 23days away from the due date of Cedric See Ji Yee...tat's the full name of my son...it's already confirmed by Colin (yipee!! he gave in at last). I'm full of anticipation and excitement, but of cuz with that bit of fear lurking around. Fear of the pain during labour, fear of not being a good mother...I think that's part of the package when u become a parent. What i can do nw is only pray that with God's guidence, I'm able to be wat he wans me to be. I'll juz have to follow his lead.

Can't wait to see how Cedric looks like. When i saw him smile during one of the ultrasound scan, my heart juz melts. He is so adorable. I wish tat he'll be well loved by all, juz like his cousin, Max. That boy is oso one cute boy... show u his pic. He is well loved by all of us at home. Everyone dotes on him and yet he isn't arrogant. If u play with him, he'll stay by ur side, try to make u happy oso. He'll find means to get ur attention and entertain you. Very thoughtful guy.
Think that's all for my update now, When the big time comes, I'll msg all of you...(if i have ur contact no.) if u wanna be informed, pls let me know asap... my email is lovelia_soh@yahoo.com.sg.