So far so good in my new office, at least i'm getting along well. Work wise, as long as i'm concentrating i can get it done fast and good but I tend to lag abit and do other stuff first. Classic example: blogging.
While walking into the office today, i see all my colleagues in pairs staring at the PC screen, curiosity got the better of me so i went to chap ji kar... wah kaoz! all viewing Coach's official website. Even my supervisor also doing the same. Watching them viewing the bags me oso backside itchy lah... since i dun need to process any orders, i can guang ming zheng da view till my eyes pop...not bad lah but prob is buying then having it sent to me. One of my colleague is nw in US, that's y the rest(ladies) are so eager to get it nw.
Anyway, after browsing, i decided to get myself one for my bday but i guess it's gonna be a belated one as i'm financially tight nw. So i added a new element in this blog..."wish list" so tat i can remember wat i wanna get, or if anyone wish to buy as gift (better still) for me i oso wun mind de...hehe
As for the other items listed there...it's gonna be a long wait... Mr Loh, I will find you...please gv me a good price.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Without a clue
Alone in my bedroom w/o Colin and bb in the hse. all seems so quiet yet when Colin calls me from my in-law's place, i find it really irritating. what's wrong with me?
I realise that i cant communicate with ppl who are close to me. is it my attitude? but i've been like this since u guys know me. i havnt changed and i dun foresee myself changing either, but what has gone wrong?
all bcuz i'm married? i hv a responsibility nw that I'm a mother? but i do have a life too... i wanna be who i am and not wat all of u portray me to be. I wanna be out there with my frens, to share all ur good and bad. I want to be the shoulder that you can lean on, be there for u.
colin: i'm not sure y we're always arguing. we dun seem to see eye to eye nw. i dun want to go thru this every day. I'm human and i do feel the pain too. i know u care about our son, but i need u to care about me too. Is a hug from u too much to ask for?
biyi: i'm happy for u. u're my confidant and i still need u. i might be asking too much but i really missed the times that we're always hanging out together.
mic: i was reading ur blog and realise that i really missed out alot. I wish that i can be there to share ur probs. though i cant do much but i can always be ur listening ear.
des: we've been frens for so long and we've only had 2 major conversations that i can recall. 1 was when we're still in pri sch and another one was at mic's chalet. i'd love to chat with u more often, even if it means nagging from u. funny rite? but i value ur comments/opinions.
I'm not sure who else reads my blogs or if anyone is still reading but i seriously need frens at this time of my life. someone pls let me know that u still care be it verbally or physically cuz i'm a blockhead that needs reaassurance.
I realise that i cant communicate with ppl who are close to me. is it my attitude? but i've been like this since u guys know me. i havnt changed and i dun foresee myself changing either, but what has gone wrong?
all bcuz i'm married? i hv a responsibility nw that I'm a mother? but i do have a life too... i wanna be who i am and not wat all of u portray me to be. I wanna be out there with my frens, to share all ur good and bad. I want to be the shoulder that you can lean on, be there for u.
colin: i'm not sure y we're always arguing. we dun seem to see eye to eye nw. i dun want to go thru this every day. I'm human and i do feel the pain too. i know u care about our son, but i need u to care about me too. Is a hug from u too much to ask for?
biyi: i'm happy for u. u're my confidant and i still need u. i might be asking too much but i really missed the times that we're always hanging out together.
mic: i was reading ur blog and realise that i really missed out alot. I wish that i can be there to share ur probs. though i cant do much but i can always be ur listening ear.
des: we've been frens for so long and we've only had 2 major conversations that i can recall. 1 was when we're still in pri sch and another one was at mic's chalet. i'd love to chat with u more often, even if it means nagging from u. funny rite? but i value ur comments/opinions.
I'm not sure who else reads my blogs or if anyone is still reading but i seriously need frens at this time of my life. someone pls let me know that u still care be it verbally or physically cuz i'm a blockhead that needs reaassurance.
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