Searching for a friend

There you were in ur uniform, going about doing your rounds. As always, your were meticulous. But still i only dare to watch you from afar. Afraid that you might get angry when u see me. You hvnt been toking to me since eons ago. I dunno wat made u angry, we just suddenly stopped toking. You were informed of my presence, and sudddenly u were out of my sight. I tried to search around but you were already gone. I woke up.

We had been best of friends yet we are now apart. Remarks were made about our friendship but I didnt really care about wat they say. We always worked well together as a team. we really understood each other. But then again, all these are gone. You never told me wat i did wrong.
Even when i want to look for you, i only dare to do so in my dreams. And even in my dreams i do not dare to approach you, afraid you'll get angry even more. tell me what i shd do?