Do you know how does it feel when you show me that u still care for me? Do you know how does it feels when the very next day you turn and gave me a cold shoulder telling me that you dun love me anymore? My heart has been torn in to pieces. your care and concern for me helps it heal a little but without giving it time to fully recover, u tear it into pieces again?
u asked me to give u time to find back the love.. but who will give me time to recover?
you want to divorce. Never have i thought tat you were this hard hearted. i tried to change my ways, but u say its too late. no matter wat i do now wun change ur mind. I told u to put urself in my shoes n think, y i refuse to get a divorce. Why did i allow u to break my heart over n over again? i could have easily said yes to it. Say yes and get on with my life. But do i have a life after that? I'm ruined. my life is ruined. I'm not that strong.
I tot that if bb is dead then our problems will be solved, but he is innocent. he din choose to come to this place. we made him come. I tried to kill myself but when i tot of how u treat him i couldnt bear to leave him with u. I tot of killing u. but wun i be doing the same thing by divorcing?
what can i do now? how can i stop u from hurting me? I cant take it anymore.
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