Feelings

After posting the last blog, I was browsing my previous entries... My tears starts to stream down my face. A thought came to me, things that I wanted to say to Colin:

Colin, are you happy now? After our divorce, does that make you a happier person? If it does, I'm happy for you, cuz I din go thru those sufferings in vain. If it doesn't, do we still have a chance to make it work out right? For Cedric too?

Though we're back on toking terms now, I'll nv b able to pluck that courage to tell you all these. I made mistakes in our relationship but I've nv realise it till its too late.

My life has been changed by your decision. I'll nv b truely happy. I can't turn back time. I regret.

I just pray that there might be that 0.1% you'll rmb my good points and that you too will hope for those good times again.

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