Anger

This is the day i will never forget. This day has left a permanant mark on my arm. I had made a serious mistake of quarelling with my dad once again. to the extend that I'm so tempted to murder him. So bad that i had to cut myself in order not to hurt him.

The cause of it started with Cedric being sick and suspected with HFMD. W/o MC, he is unable to return back to school. which I had forgotten to pass it to my dad. My dad had a hard time trying to get Cedric to school only have the school refuse to let Cedric in w/o the MC. My dad got worked up and caused problems for the school yet again. Ultimately i could not handle the stress i fought back.

I slit my arm with a pen knife. The blood came gushing out, its not painful nut just seeing how the blood comes out so fast and in such quantity with just a small wound is terrifying.

Something not to be attempted again.